Coughs hehe…

Yesterday I managed to tell someone that I was going to stop helping her with something. And my god it was harder than I thought. But I’m proud of myself!

I always assumed that my hints were not strong enough, but if I ever gathered enough courage to tell her in the face that “I’m not going to do this anymore”, it would work. But I never got to that stage because I’m a wimp.

Yesterday I said it. It did not work. Disbelief max! She continued like she didn’t hear me and asked me to help her with something else in the future. I repeated myself around 4-5 times… before she realised that I was actually serious and my decision couldn’t be overruled by her unbelievably thick skin and obstinateness.

In the end it somehow seemed to be my fault for not being helpful. But, meh. /waves hands dismissively. That’s not the truth and I know it, which is all that matters.

I really don’t like people who bulldoze over other people’s opinions and take advantage of the fact that others are more polite and don’t really want to say no.

Onwards to a brighter future without commitments that I never signed up for, yo!

Ummkay.

I just threw up. Feeling quite dizzy now but significantly better compared to pre-puking.

Upon conducting an AAR (After-Action Review), I realise that I did not have any water today… only 1 glass of teh peng for lunch, and 1 can of coke at about 8pm.

Add the 2 bars of dark chocolate (which has higher cocoa content than regular milk choc) I snacked on in the afternoon, and we have a record high intake of caffeine for me in a day.

No wonder my heart was beating super fast, my head was throbbing, and I felt short of breath. It was sooo uncomfortable.

Urgh. How horrible. I didn’t know that my body had such an adverse reaction to caffeine.

Meh.